You're not aloneshe sits and weeps, that taunting sorrow haunting her dreamslying in wake, praying that pain fades awayyour staring at the clock, hoping your heart will just stopscreams are silenced, you cant breathe but are you trying?you say your alone, that life isn't worth trying no morewould you rather be a ghost, haunting your own graveyou will see all the support, as flowers beneath your nameemotions are dead, stop running from the ambulance thenclose your eyes and hide, pretend nobody cares when you cryI would always be there in the end, because you were once my best friend
It was trueI meant what i said, that i wish we never metI try to drink it away but I cant seem to forgetthose bright glossed eyes beneath the moonlight disguised your vicious aspirationsthose simple words conversed, caused all this pain that you deservedI see past the shadows within the trenches you dwellyou see me falling to my end but your reluctant to helpdrip your diamonds in silent, hide our memories where no one will find themhang your head low, wallow in your sorrowyou bribed evil cupid and i was targeted with that dark hearted arrow.tresspassing are the scars imbedded deep within my dreamsyou hindered friendship with your addictive natureyou tortured your organs with poisons, horded your emotions til you explodedpain is more prevalent when its inflicted with intention,you broke down my barriers then stabbed me when i was defenselessi hate you for me being the first onei hate you for being the one that i lovedyou ruined it, not me.
Delaying my heartI've never seen that much pain in someone's eyes,her only question is why,its like her bottle inside erupted and she weeps,vision distorts through the diamonds she sees,gasping for air she struggles to breathe,he lost his life and she's dying inside,it's a painstaking day and she's traveled to a painful place,on that venture her misery sets anchor below hope,sanctity strays in reluctance to remain,there's no words I can say but I hold her close,I hope she knows my heart is always home,her souls phone rings straight to its answering machine,she seems so manic in speech as all sanity leaksshe's conversing below, grasping hurt is what she knows,gluttony hordes happiness and hope,killing her control she's captivated by a ghost,affliction impedes on that radiant disposition,I wish I could say what that apocalyptic kiss meant,but she's immersed beneath the wreckage,so just for those contiguous minutes,my heart delays it's intended message.
The eternal battleI see reds and blues, deeply saturated huesan essence of warmth chases the somber shadowsexcitement pronunciates from the lips of their clashwhere the shadow meets the vivid radiance that descendsthey scrupulously traipse across the blushing landascended it did east, it suffocates with obscurity westthe luminous deity inhales one last gasping breathan aphotic veil consumes a once effulgent canvasthis lurid stygiance now populates the landas time stumbles and converges with an instanceIt shall begin again, the battle commences.
Grey enervates growthA seed sprouts but the days are dry,desaturated and less vibrant,time ticks as the green withers,my mind splinters as the days widdle away at the weeks,convincing speech sinks blue in that ocean of hope,what floats is a home for my shadows affair,despair is here as a mirage, i'm dehydrated by thought,surrounded by the liquid of life i utilize the less plentiful,sitting in a disposition that mimics what i actually wish it was,a daydreams fight for reality,ensued by desire although pierced in the back repeatedly,i hide from these visions behind escape,i sigh inside and shallow down a little,bury this whole city if it means i remain blind for eternity,not that particle perception...but just the visions of the preterit.
DreamsPut a gun to my headLet the bullets burn my fleshIve slept while death circled my bodyAnxiously hoping he makes my heart stop beatingMy relief is this demon you seeHe always sits near, letting agony cause my tearsContinuously stabbed in the chest, by weapons of perceptionImagination is loose, driving stakes into a scarred heartA welcome invitation, end my life before i take itBreaking down inside, cries cant compare to the nightmares everynightSleeping was my ease from reality,But misery now knocks mockingly, as i scream to leave this dreamTorment found me again, i'm on my knees grasping for airThis pain overwhelms, happiness is just too scared.I watch the clock tick, hoping my heart stops this instantMiseries making me sick, i'm alone through all of thisGrey clouds surround, sorrows by my sideHe smiles in my eyes, It's too much i'm taking my life.I was in over my head, swimming toward sadness and deathEveryday was worse, I could feel the ball of pain build in my che
loosing controlI say webecause theres two of meinside my headwhat you cant seei feel you hidingtrying to escapeyou don't feel my touchor know my lovefaceless and tauntingwringing me back and forthI'm flying high and speaking fastI hope this feeling always lastbut no one understands what I'm sayingnow i feel me falling quickly decayingi can't speak at alldarkness surrounds my soulno longer am i wholebecause theres two of meno longer can i contain thisI'll go insane any instantno ones around me except...usthe higher i gothe lower i dropI'm about go to far downnothing can bring me up